hais -.- okay, huayi won boon lay sec today. fers round they won then next two round we won. hmm then went outside to talk, then coach talk about alot of things. before that i sat on the floor for so long then my hands and legs all numb sia. then talk talk talk the ms lee jiu say about those reserve and not in school team de things. i was wondering why suddenly talk about this. then say abt kohser, matilda and danielle. then she ask me, and you madam -.- whats your name. then i said lor. she say it talk so soft. then she say why i suddenly come in volleyball, did you talk to jiao lian lor anyone. i was lost for words i din expect her to talk to me what. then i duno wad to say, and i was mumbling some words which i dont know what it was, and staring at her. then i said , i got talk to jiao lian, then jiao lian said it was through kohser then i said yes. then jiaolian ask me wad cca i was last time, i say npcc bt i quit. and he ask did i quit because of volleyball? i was again lost for words i dont know wad to say lor. my mind was thinking yes, half was for volleyball and half was not. in the end i said because i did not have interest in npcc. then he say he can let me like join in the trainings but not in the school team, and i knew that. i kept nodding, and he say its not like i will kick you out of volleyball like that. the blahblah then he go take those jersies then blahblahblah. then went in played awhile then go. then my mind kept thinking about just now. because i regretted wad i said, i should have said the whole think that i was thinking about lar. then matilda ask me whether if i find jiaolian maybe asked ms lee to help him like tell me no need go for volleyball training le. cause her words are lighter and i was like, ;/ yea. then she said 'hen xiang zai an shi ni she me' then i was like yea again. she asked me whether i want to go for training tmr, i said i think so. bt then i kept thinking of he wanna gan me zhou. aiya, even if he want to gan me zhou, i wont give up volleyball want what. but i dont know how lar. mat said ' na ni bu shi lang fei qian' i blur blur say, you meh? she say i come for the competition to and fro from JE. then i yea again. then I DONT KNOW HOW LAR ))): aiya let me leng jing awhile suan le. bye