bad . i feel like giving up already. things are just getting worst and worst. there seemed to be a gap between my family. And theres a bigger gap between my closest friends. Things have changed so much. Maybe im the one tht changed and not them. NO, i must maintain this friendship. I want the old life back, the simple and untroubled life.

Hell to that person who kop-ed me wallet. hope that person die of terrible death ! I JUST CANT FORGT THE THING I HAVE INSIDE ! my neoprintsssss [ you said u wouldnt cared if urs were lost, but i dun. it contained something u dun feel [sec 1 and 2] , my ezlink card, 77th card, zinc card, pmk card, funkey card my pri 1 that card [ u know ?], all my movie tix collected from last yr till now. almost 20 + liao. and pathetic $2 [nvm] and many things that i kept inside which contains alot of memories and i just bought that wallet. And i treated that wallet like bao , kohser they all should know. is like i didnt ever treat a wallet so ermmmm, good before. really reaaaally really really ! miss my wallet man.
to the WHOEVER: I dont think u can get over ur conscience. cool right, u can tell ur friends that u bought a new wallet. hidden the movie tickets from last year, and got all my discount cards member cards etc. DAMN U LAH T.T Well, saying so much now is useless. Hope you wont abuse my wallet then. but i wont forgive u either.

Way back into love

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere
I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not just somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration 
 Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end