happy happy things, 5 days more !! woooohooo xD getting my tiramisu -.- cake soon ahahahah ! hope this year's bday would be a happy one. emo emo things at the back.

think of it again. and it made my mind so luan. why would someone give up something when it is almost what u wanted. there is some reason one. last time i hoped so much and tried to hard to achieve it and told kohser to help me. when i finally gave up this year, cause they didnt even add me inside and i went for nearly 4 months like dat. this year then i know i've not been added inside, and how i wish i could be. when i saw wad they had, i was #$^%&$@% -ing early know i would have continued going. i wanna find a private one ? anyone knows ? ;/ And i did improve okay, i will prove to the people who look down on me. one day u will see. been so FAN by all these lor, i will try not to be so negative but i cant be positive also. the positive side is, maybe i give up, theres more for me to learn, and improve. aiya whatever, to those ppl who think that i shuang jiu dont go, let me tell u. i had my reasons, other ppl have their reasons too. if u were at my place, u might also be like me now. T.T

WO YE <3